Bad Boys

Okay so I broke up with the New Yankee today. I know, I know, but we just weren't that compatible dating wise. He's a really great guy but he just wasn't the guy for me. The break up was kind of mutual and we've agreed that we can totally be friends. I'm happy about that because he's such good friends with my cousin and I do genuinely like him as a person. In fact I'm supposed to over to his house later tonight to watch the Dead Like Me episodes that he TiVoed for me. All's well that ends well I guess.

So onto the Big Bad Wolf. I have to do a little set up here. His birthday was two weeks ago and his girlfriend (who he lives with) was out of town so another guy from class and I took him out for a few beers. While we're sitting there I ask him if he's made a birthday wish. He told me yes, so I ask what it is. He told me he couldn't tell me. I said, "oh is that because it won't come true?" He told me he couldn't tell me because it was dirty. I finally pried it out of him and what he wanted was a blow job. I told him maybe he could get one when his girlfriend came back and he didn't seem to think so. I said that was a shame because I actually didn't mind giving them (I know, but I couldn't help it). And he said, "damn it, don't tell me that!"

I eventually went home and left the Big Bad Wolf and the other guy still drinking. I got up the next morning and noticed that I had a text message. I figured it was from the New Yankee but it was from the Big Bad Wolf. It said, "where's the bj?" I sent one back informing him that it wasn't his birthday anymore. Thankfully he found that highly amusing and we went on with life.

This past Wednesday as I mentioned in my previous post, we were walking to our cars and he said, "can I ask you a question?" I told him sure. Then he says, "would you ever consider giving me what I asked for on my birthday?" Yeah I was speechless for a full minute trying to decide how to answer him. So I told him that I didn't get involved with people in relationships and he told me that he didn't expect anything but was just asking because he wanted to know (okay slightly weird). Then I told him if the situation were different I'd have to heavily consider. Then we both said, "see you tomorrow" and got in our cars and left.

Amazingly enough things weren't really weird between us the next day in class, but I have to wonder what the purpose of him asking me that was. Did he really think I was going to blow him in the parking lot or was he just trying to find out if I liked him. Guys are so fucking weird...

Wild Eyed Southern Boys

Well now that things are going in the right direction for me career/school wise, I'm in a much better frame of mind. I love school. I sound like such an asshole for saying that but I can't help it. I wish I'd found this calling a little earlier but I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason. I was meant to be here at this time; no sooner, no later.

Things on the relationship front could be better. The New Yankee puzzles me. He says he really likes me but sometimes his actions could suggest otherwise. I'm not sure if he's unsure about me or just unsure about women in general. He could just be THAT clueless. He irritates the shit out of me on a regular basis and it seems like every time I see him face to face I have some new issue to bring up. The real kicker is when he told me that he can't sleep in the same bed with anyone.

Ummm, okay so Tommy Lee and I slept in the same bed together for months and he wouldn't fuck me and now I have the New Yankee who will fuck me but won't sleep in the same bed with me. I find this more than ironic. Can't I just have a guy who will do both? I don't think it's too much for a girl to ask.

Then I have the Big Bad Wolf in my culinary classes. He's smart, he's funny, he's adorable and of course he has a girlfriend. We've been hanging out outside of class, chaperoned by one of the other guys in our class. Okay so we're all friends and we go out for beers every so often. I love these guys, but the Big Bad Wolf and I definitely have a flirtation going on. I can't help it. I'm a bit of a flirt. LBG was here this weekend and she and T and J came out with me and the culinary boys. LBG totally says it's obvious that we like each other. Okay not good but I think it's true. Then tonight as we walked to the parking lot from class the Big Bad Wolf asked me a question that left ME speechless. This wasn't your run of the mill question and it took me a full minute to respond. I'm so confused...

Soul Kitchen

Sorry it's been so long since my last post but I have no time for anything anymore. I love culinary school even when it's a bitch. I totally think I've found my calling. I've had two classes so far and my lowest grade was an A. I'm a cooking nerd and proud of it.

Tommy Lee and I don't really talk anymore and that's okay because I knew it was coming to an end anyway. I'm sure things will still be cool then next time I go visit (whenever the hell that might be), but I guess we both needed to move on. I still think of him and miss him but it's a lot different now than it was even a month ago. Then I was still crying because I missed him so much.

As if I didn't have enough going on with school and my new job, I also have a new boy. I met the New Yankee my first week here in Charlotte at his birthday party (he's a friend of my cousin). He's so sweet I honestly didn't know how to react to him at first. He likes rubbing my feet too which is always a good thing in my book. So far things are going really well with us and it seems to be a much more adult relationship than I've had in quite some time.

So there you go, a very quick recap of my life this last month. I'll try to get better at posting, but if I don't, please excuse me as I'm attempting to make ALL of my dreams come true.

Hope everyone in blogland is happy and well!